Someone who never backs down

Thank you for the great times everyone, those who’ve messaged me in the past 24 hours, you guys are amazing and it’s leaving you lot which is the hardest! The blog is staying, for the sake of edits which I don’t want to loose, my friend is changing the password for me in a few minutes. Never back down you guys! Auf Wiedersehen!

Anonymous sent: Why are you deleting your blog?

Many reasons really, been wanting to since last year. I mean most importantly I need to focus on school, I’ve got 113 days to sort out my future and this is a big distraction. Also, I’m done with the bitchiness, and getting accused of sending hate anon which I know I’ve never done. I’ve apologised to certain people but in general, the drama of this place every day, no matter who is involved, just gets exhausting! 

I’m not completely deleting it, because I want to keep some of the edits on here, just abandoning it for a very long time… and likely one day deleting it :P

tashadragonfly sent: Don't leave me here allllllllllllllllllll alone D:

I’M SORRY!!! D: 

eightthousandrpm sent: I'm gonna really fucking miss you :c

:( I’ll miss you too!

taperscrazy sent: Farewell... I have enjoyed your beautiful F1 pictures and shall miss having the honour of reblogging them from your blog. We "never message anyone" tumblr users love you too! :)

Thank you so much! Love you too! :D

forza-formula1 sent: You'll do it girl, you'll do us all proud too! Just think - it's one day nearer to it being over and then you can be happy because you don't have to do it anymore! :D And well, we can't help it; he chooses to reply to me ;) xxx

Just 113 days left…

Only a matter of time before he follows you back ;) xxx

we-will-get-them-dont-you-worry sent: I totally understand why you want to do this, thought about it too! If you think it's better for you just do it! Look after yourself, you need all your strength with school! And if everything is over I'd be happy to greet you here again! :)

It’s a weird sense of relief! Thank you so much hun, you’re always so lovely to me! 

forza-formula1 sent: I support your decision regardless of what you decide to do and I hope you'll kick the IB's ass ;) YOU CAN DO THIS GIRL! You're a great girl and I wish you all the success for the future ;) besides, who else will ramble to me about my new BFF? ;) haha, love you lots Nikita and I'm glad we're friends.. chin up lovely, you're amazing! xxx

Thank you hun! Well, I have 20% of my IB higher english done and I’ve aced that part so far, so fingers crossed for the next! God, you an your new BFF spamming my twitter homepage ;) You’re such a lovely person Lauren, thank you! xx

sofuckingright sent: You're not a terrible person. You stand for your opinion. You're an impressive person and you've influenced my behavior (even if I'm only on tumblr for a few months) not even here on tumblr but in my whole life. Seeing you leaving is one of the most sad things I ever experienced. It comes right after Michael's retirement, loosing my grandgrandmother and seeing Jaime being kicked of by STR. But I really understand you and if you think it's the best for you, I will also do. Miss you...

Wow thank you, really, and I’m so sorry to hear that about your grandmother. I think it’s for the best, I feel like a weight has been lifted! I’ll miss you and all the other lovely people on here too!

fanaticf1 sent: You know why I want you to stay in here? Because these things always happens in this fandom and I don't know why but it always pass so will be awful if you go out of Tumblr and then it stop so we all will have to stay without you in here and thinking how would it be if you were with us! That's what pisses me the most, I know that this shit will pass and when everything be calm we will miss you the most. Try to have a break and then back, just... try! Don't leave for idiot anons!

I’ll abandon the blog, get away from it all, but to be honest I’m not sure if I want to go through another f1 season on tumblr like last year, it’s exhausting. Maybe I’ll come back after school is done, we’ll see, but thank you hun, it means a lot to see the lovely things you guys have said.